Wednesday is my regular weigh in day at Weight Watchers. I made some excuse and did not go last night. I've been un-determined and un-motivated about sticking to the program. As a result, my weight loss has been... s l o w!
I reactivated my membership in February 2014, I've lost 9 pounds and gained 3… so I've lost 6 pounds in 2 months…Not exactly a stellar performance.
The question is why? Why have I joined this program only to: not faithfully commit to working it?
I have not been able to answer that - yet. More than likely, I am in denial about something, or avoiding something or I'm just so "addicted" to food that I talk myself into eating "just one more", "this will be the last one"and I certainly tell myself that "tomorrow will be better". I also make promises to myself that I'll track my food, I promise myself that I'll eat only food that will produce better results.
What I hope, what I intend; will be a re-focusing of my efforts is this blog. I remember hearing about someone else's journey-and denial about weight loss. She finally realized, that she was only lying and cheating herself.
So let me say it here...
I am lying to myself
I am cheating only myself
Now, it is time to switch my attitude and direction. I realize I won't do this perfectly, but I commit to this, there will be no lies here.
Expect good, expect messy, expect silly, expect flaws but I intend to make this happen for myself!
Here I go! Honestly!!
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